Friday, December 28, 2012

Evil>Hurt

What is evil. Evil is selfish. Always has been always will be.

How does hurt cause evil? Is hurt so deep and so big that you have to do evil. You have to cause someone else evil?! Why is it that we are so selfish? Why is it that evil is so much more rewarding, or should I just say easier.

Evil is easier, it is easier to say yes when you are told no, or to just leave than to fix a marriage, or to get angry and yell at your husband, or to get angry and hit you're sister. Doing the evil is always so much easier, and selfish than doing what is right.

Have you ever met a child who has to see one parent one week and the other parent the following week? Have you ever seen what it does to them, on the inside. We sit here and we can not figure out our own shit so we hurt the innocent and when they are15 you'll see them in counseling.

Why is it that hurt isn't big enough that we wouldn't want it, or give it to others. Why is is that evil is bigger than hurt that we will work out on our own child because you are scared.

Why are we just selfish people. Ever from the beginning. Evil seemed better than all the hurt that came with it. We don't think we can hurt others, because we don't think we are important to others, when really you make someone else world spin. Yours eyes are fixed on yourself and why would anyone want you right, well some questions you will never know and so you better just find happiness is the small things again once you commit to something or someone especially your children.