You know those people that you love so much, the closest people to you, the ones that are a part of you. Why do we hurt them the most out of all the people in our lives? We push people away just to see if they will come back, we get mad and say things that we don't mean, we act out in anger and bitterness because they are the only people that will understand. We may even push them so far that we hoped to die just to make them realize what we are to them. We know this wont do anything. We know that they are exhausted. And most the time we push them away and they still fight and we are really confused to why they don't just leave us for a better life...Because they see something that one one else does.
We are lost and feel like no one gets us. And at the hardest time you need them most is the time that they are the most tired, the weakest and it seems like they are almost give up on you, but you give up on yourself before they ever give up on you. For feel like they forget that you just have hard days, or they forget the stress you're about to walk into. They get so use to you being down, they forget you ask you what's wrong and that's really all you want.
We all forget how important we are to other until someone else calls you out on it, or until you lose them. We forget how much people fight for us or we don't know how much we are loved because we are never told.
Why do we get so insecure about what people think about us, and we always doubt what we mean to others. Where does this idea come from? How do we get rid of it? It is so frustrating that we are contently pushing the most important people away in our life when really all we want is to run into their arms.
